It’s hard to believe that it’s Saturday again. The days fly by, which makes it more important for me to focus on what matters most. If I don’t make that a conscious choice, large chunks of time slip by, and I’ve missed opportunities to make progress on what matters most.

I see progress more as growth. Anything can grow. From working with Nature Intelligence, I’ve learned that growth includes balancing and stabilizing the factors that maintain the life of that which has grown – that has come into existence. This applies to physical and non-physical states of existence.

I’m wondering why I was told to use the Compassion Lightray to help activate the New World of Love in my life and not start a project with my Heartweaving Team. I suppose it’s simpler to do the activation sequences. Maybe that’s necessary before I can spearhead a Heaven on Earth project. But since that idea is coming to me, maybe it’s time. I’ll have to ask my Team.

I’m looking at all that I’ve been saying and realizing how odd all of this must sound to other people. I have a brother who thinks he’s very weird. We both must have gotten the weird gene from our father (we have different mothers).

The thing is something only seems weird based on environment – what the majority of people are doing. Parents used to tell their children – in response to, “But all my friends are doing it” – “if all of your friends jumped off of a cliff, would you do that, too?” Or maybe a local bridge. Regardless, while that was considered foolish, as a society we are ‘jumping off of cliffs or bridges’ in the way we live. And while the children’s version seems foolishly obvious, as adults we become labelled as ‘weird’ when we don’t follow what everyone else is doing, even when it brings unhappiness and, ultimately, death.

If we were to take humans who lived in the early days of earth and bring them here now, our modern society would be definitely weird to them. I’m not talking about technology, either. Simple connections to the Earth, to Source Creator, to one another have been lost. These connections weave into the fabric of our being. They are the stronger threads that hold our existence together on the physical level. Without them, we are unraveling. We can’t even think straight anymore. Our minds have become hijacked by fear-based thinking – the ego mind.

This is why I’ve been focused on the HeartMind. Through that portal, we can regain those connections.

I forgot to mention that the connections to our Souls have also been lost, which is also regained through the Heart.

It is our responsibility to make the right choice – the HeartMind over the ego mind. The latter destroys. It acts like a parasite – or what’s more accurate is that the parasitical activity of the Negativity is accomplished through ego minds because that’s how humans can be controlled. As soon as we step into the HeartMind and live from that, we are no longer controlled.

We do have to become willing to examine our beliefs that we have developed from living as the ego mind. Anything that reeks of fear and limitation has to be discarded. That’s just ego mind programming. We can become reprogrammed with the HeartMind. In order to do that, we have to spend time in the HeartMind and start living as that, because experiences help form beliefs.

I don’t know if ‘beliefs’ is the correct word because that seems to be a mostly mental activity. Having a knowing is something else entirely, because it also involves the non-physical senses. The HeartMind is needed in order to know if something is true or not. It has connections to a much larger spectrum of reality.

An ego mind simply sifts through data – ours or someone else’s – and draws conclusions from that. And the ego aspect casts a shadow of fear over that sifting. From what I understand, at least.

Regardless, experiencing something is crucial. Experiencing something with an open Heart, that is, so that those wider connections are online and our capacity to really know something greatly increases. Once the mechanics of separation are no longer blocking perception, we instantly know and perceive the consciousness of the beings we encounter. The challenge is learning how to do that while in a physical body.

From what I understand, the HeartMind – the Heart Center – is that key.

Another major key is what we pay attention to. That’s why it’s called ‘paying.’ I’d forgotten this over recent years as distracting world events played out and I dealt with personal grief that contained so much emotional baggage. I’d forgotten the practice of where I place my attention. Subsequently, I didn’t engage with my Heart as much.

I know firsthand what doesn’t work as I do what does.

I have to live with my choices, and I choose a World of Love now.