I discovered yesterday that I have books from the Charleston County library that are due right before Christmas and we won’t be in town.  I’ve already renewed them once, so I need to make the drive to return them today.  Fortunately, I can drive as close as North Charleston to drop them off at a branch there.  Having to do that, though, completely changed what I thought today would look like.

I still need to buy another power strip and timer for my greenhouse before we go.  The temperatures will be dropping here again, so I’m planning on putting my warming lamps on one strip with a timer and the grow lights on the other on a separate timer.  I guess I have to buy more timers, too—one for each lamp and grow light.  I only have two right now.

I’d forgotten, too, that I’d bought the materials to make my kitty-in-law a bed as a gift.  This is Thursday and we’re leaving Sunday.  It’s possible that I can finish it while at the motel, if needed, since we’re arriving a few days before Christmas.  Between finishing my husband’s scarf, two or three mug cozies and the kitty bed, I’m on a crocheting sprint!  It’s been a long time since I’ve picked up crocheting, so I’m enjoying it.  

Doing a lot of crocheting means I’m watching more videos, too.  One YouTube channel that focuses on near death experience (NDE) stories had some new ones that I haven’t watched yet.  I’ve decided to be more discerning and ask my Guidance about which videos to watch.  Other channels that I used to watch have resorted to fear-mongering while pretending to be serving the spiritual community.  

My Guidance did open me to watch Steve Noack’s story and as I watched it, I could see why.  This man was taught how to manage his circuitry.  Several things he said sparked my interest and some of it, I thought, might further explain that “closed circuit” concept that I talked about a few days ago.  I want to go back and look at the transcript for the video and check if he has any books out.

The other subject he touched upon was forgiveness, and the way he described it sounded similar to Howard Wills’ Gift of Life prayers.  Listening to him, I wondered if I was being nudged to pick up that prayer practice again.

I always think that it would be nice to do certain things right before bed—like journaling of some kind or a spiritual practice.  Sometimes I just crash, though, or become too tired.   Last night, for instance.  Shortly after 9:00, I suddenly felt exhausted  and headed to bed.  I wondered if it was the extra spiritual practice in which I’ve been engaging.  Even now, I hear high-pitched pinging.  I’ve always associated that sound with being in higher frequencies.  My body may be adjusting.

This has happened many times before.  The tones have changed—I hear some lower ones in the mix.  It’s almost like sitting in an orchestra.  

After I finish these Pages, I intend to get ready to make that run into Charleston County and do those errands.  I’ll be gone at least two hours.  I think I’ll go out to eat tonight so that I don’t have to do dishes and I can do more crocheting.

Another thing I discovered yesterday while going through my belongings in the bedroom (in preparation for rearranging) was that I had a full bottle of my glutathione Swish.  I thought I ran out and I have not had any in several days.  The bottle that I ordered already has not arrived yet.  

Taking the nano form of glutathione has helped my health tremendously.  I’ve been on it for two years now.  It turned my life around from the fibromyalgia-like symptoms that I’d been having for many years.  To no longer be in that kind of chronic pain, exhaustion and brain fog has been a huge blessing.  Some of those symptoms were starting to creep in before I found my extra bottle.  Thank goodness!

It also helps me with travel drives.  Before the Swish, driving long distances had become really hard on me.  It took me a few days to recover.  Once I started taking the glutathione, it dramatically changed by body’s ability to handle the long drives.

I think I need another dose once I’m finished writing.  My brain still feels foggy.  

I used to feel like I was hanging onto life by a thread.  After glutathione, I felt as if I had a new lease on life.  I was able to do more and more physically.  Shortly after I moved up to our new house, I starting tackling the clearing of parts of the property.  So I’m grateful that this new nano technology has made it possible to bring glutathione in the body through swishing in the mouth.   Highly effective!  

They later developed a supplement for women, so my menopause symptoms greatly improved when I started taking that, too.  

I wonder what the purpose of all that was and could I have handled it better.

Something else that Noack guy said in the interview was that he was told during his NDE that he would be having his life review while he was alive as part of his Ascension process.  Is that part of everyone’s Ascension?  I have a few tools, I think, that could help me with that—the inner vision experiences, as well as Star Matrix.  

Being able to look at and transform life experiences while in a body is much more effective because it also ripples out into physical reality.  The life review after we leave our bodies really only benefits the Soul and physical ramifications are left undone.  I think that’s why we keep coming back.

I’ve actually been dreading my life review, even though I would be surrounded by so much Love.  There’s a lot I don’t remember.  

Still, I feel like I want to practice those ways of looking at my past with Love and find those Star moments.  Be at peace with all of my life.