Unexpected events this morning.  All of us who went to last night’s Christmas Show got back to my sister’s house around 10:30 PM.  It would have been another hour for me to drive back home.  Instead of doing that, my sister made up another bed for me while my nephew brought out a cot for himself to use in another room.  I’m grateful for that because I was dead tired.  I don’t have my usual notebook paper to do these three Pages, so I’m using my bullet journal and timing this morning’s session to about an hour, which is about the usual length of time it takes me to complete 3 pages – or close (actually, I’ve since learned that I do take longer than an hour.  Oh well. haha)

The Christmas show was pretty nice – lots of songs and a few humorous skits.  It was my first time going to a show like that.  There were different elements of interest – the band, the dancers, the singers and actors who played speaking parts.  

It’s been quite a long time since I was in downtown Charleston at night.  Lots of things going on.  

Tonight, everyone is going back downtown to a Brazilian restaurant.  My husband and other nephew will be joining us.  One of my brothers and his wife are in town.  We are all celebrating Christmas early.  But my parents are not joining us in any of it.  That factor makes the whole situation odd.

I’ll be going to Florida the week of Christmas to visit my in-laws.  For some reason I’m actually looking forward to going.  My husband booked three nights at a little hotel that’s not far from a beach.  We’ll stay at my in-laws the night of Christmas.  

This year will be even more different since my mother-in-law passed away earlier this year.  She’d already had dementia, so it was like we lost her already. I still wonder how much their spirits are aware of – those with this condition – when their brains cease to function properly.  But she is free of that now and she always loved Christmas, so it feels special to honor her memory by being together again knowing she is in a better place.  The last conscious words I heard her say were to my husband.  She said she was so tired.  I’m glad she is able to rest now or whatever is her next phase of her Soul’s journey.

Seeing family members stuck in situations that you can do little about is hard.  Just witnessing the situation causes a certain amount of stress, at least for me.  But, it’s been my theory that if I activate the New World of Love, these situations around me can improve, including these hard ones.  I only have one other hard situation, which revolves around my mother.

What am I saying?  There’s also my daughter.

But I’m not around either one for different reasons and the choice for either situation was not mine.  I’ve had to find ways to live with both of them; it’s been difficult.  That’s a strange place to be in – finding a way to live with something that is basically out of your control.

But perhaps I can elevate my metaphysical environment and all that physically resides within will be elevated, and new circumstances emerge.  This is more than fanciful.  I’ve seen this work in my prior spiritual experiments.

Speaking of spiritual, yesterday as I drove to my sister’s house, I felt some beautiful ecstatic flows of energy move through my Heart.  It’s been a long time since I felt anything of that caliber.  Can I attribute that experience to my New World of Love (NWL) activations?  Maybe so.  At the very least, activating a NWL environment makes events like this possible.  

Events, too, are like blooms.  They need certain conditions in order to open and emerge.  If someone wants to have experiences of God, what’s the most likely conditions for that to happen?  Physical conditions are not the only factor.  Driving my car is not usually considered a way of having a divine experience.  

But that wasn’t the first time.  Around ten years ago a similar experience happened of ecstatic flows moving through my Heart while on a long drive between states.  That time it was so strong at times that I really had to concentrate on driving.  It was quite amazing.  I didn’t know the purpose of it then.  What is actually happening?  Since I’m diligently focused on my NWL daily activations, I’m assuming that new conditions are emerging where the Divine can come through.  

I don’t consider myself a Heartweaver for nothing.  I’ve dedicated the rest of my life to being that.  I’ve said “yes” to allowing my Heart to be used by Source Creator.  My Soul is Source’s vehicle that moves through my Heart into physical experience.  I focus on being my True Self because that is the means by which Source brings Heaven to Earth.  

A better world is not put into place through external structures or events.  It emerges.  It blossoms.  It blooms.  But only in certain conditions.  It needs the right energy environment.

That’s more important than we know.